Such heartache.


For the first time in awhile, it struck me today, how God’s heart must ache. Not just as he longs and hopes for us, but with that raw ache of rejection. How his created being, now known as Satan, rejected his love & power and rebelled, taking along 1/3 of the other angels. And as if that was not enough, just as God had created two lovely human beings, Satan lures them, and has been luring their offspring ever since.

I hate that sinking feeling of rejection. I always feel so alone in it. And my heart always goes out to those who know it all too well themselves. My heart went out to God today, with a tender little love. It’s not often that I’ve felt a sympathetic sort of love towards him. Jesus, let me love you fully.